Others would call me lucky to have a 5 week holiday but its not all that . I would share whats going on in my life with all of you reading this but I'm not one to open up easily and i prefer to keep my personal life private rather than having many people pity me. I do open up to a few and if you are part of those few you are very lucky as it means i can put my trust in you and i can call on you when I'm in need and I thank you for being there for me.
I have been having fun in-between such as going to Langebaan for my moms birthday , going to Struis Baai with my sister , taking a drive out to kalk bay with keenen , spending his birthday with him which was super awesome , taking drives out to pringle bay and the occasional visit to my friend Dani who always welcome me to her house by inviting me over for coffee and series and thats the best way to just relax and keep my mind off things for a while (so thanx dani :),your hospitality means a lot.
I am also currently writing a speech for Melissa , my best friend ... i have a feeling I'm going to cry when i read it because her friendship has carried me through times i was completely down and out and yet she managed to keep a smile on my face, instead of flooding my head with negative thoughts she's really always made me look at the brighter side and always encouraged me to be a joyful little soul... we are definitely inseparable and i love her very very much .
My heart is to happy not to mention anything about Keenen, he doesn't know it but I've learned a lot about him the last few days , that has made me appreciate him even more than i have before , keenen you are a true Gem in my life and i love you very much :) i love that we have conversations about things that don't make sense practically every time we see each other .Its the little things that all add up and i wouldn't be half the person i am if it wasn't for you ,so thank you bany(my nickname for him) , i love you xx
random.com , something random i found myself doing ....
i took a quiz on what my attitude to life was and this was the result :
You live for the love of life itself
If someone asked you what made you tick, you would say that it was simply the joy of living. You are in love with life and everything that it can bring, and you throw yourself into it 100 per cent. You like to be out in front. You have a natural desire to press ahead, a desire to discover new things and you follow your chosen path with real drive. You rarely move in the wrong direction for long and you are proactive about change. You are in control and you run your life with a good deal of creative energy. You take the starring role in your life. You strive to know yourself, to be true to yourself and to live in harmony with others. Behind these attitudes is a keen sense of self, the basis of which might be narcissistic, but it brings its own rewards. Your own inner stability means that you are free to turn your attention to the needs of others whenever you need to. You know how to get the most out of everything that you do, both retaining a childlike wonder at the world and developing an adult sense of when action and strength are required. If there is one thing you could do, it would be to share your joie de vivre with others: one smile from you might be all somebody else needs to get back on their feet.
mmmm some pictures?
just for laughs:
