Behind the Scenes.

Ive finally decided to post something on my blog again. And this time it's about starting my own business and the background on all of it.

Many of you know I was planning to start my own company,Many thought I wouldn't actually go through with it, or many thought it's easier as I have my Dad by my side.

What I've learnt in the last couple of months is that very few will actually stand by you or ask how you are doing. I've moved away from so many people that once were very dear to my heart only because of their attitude toward me and my life.

Let me set a few things straight from the beginning starting your own company is not for the faint at heart. Im not a very anxious person but I have had two anxiety attacks from the stress of getting this business up and running. The second thing is yes my Dad has his own company but that doesn't make it any easier for me to start my own Company. So to be honest I've learnt that the only person who can make this work is myself.

I have friends who love to tell me about how its going with them at work and what they are busy with but in a way to try and talk down on me, to say that they are further in life than me, To those of you that have done this to me I want to say Thank you for showing me your loyalty toward our friendship and that I am happy for you..But I know now the people closest to you are the ones that hope you fail.
I am grateful for each and everyone of you because you motivate me, so well done!

There are a few true and real Gems in my life the ones that generally care and by reading all of this you should know which category applies to you. The friends that check up randomly and don't make every conversation about themselves. The ones that ask to go for coffee or the ones that care about my wellbeing and don't have the thought of me being a spoilt brat in their heads , these are the friends I truly cherish and appreciate.

I take my hat off to my Dad because I now know the nitty gritty that goes with starting your business, It really isn't easy and I'm glad that once again my dad will give me advice but yet leave me to do everything on my own and stand tall on my own feet.

So in case you were wondering, NO i did not run to "Daddy" for help or make it his responsibility to start my business.

If anything I have learnt who really cares and I'm grateful for those who do, i've also learnt that people want to see you do good but never better than them.